Thursday, September 23, 2010

Dearest little one:

To my precious guardian angel~

A month has gone by since the first day I laid my eyes on your beautiful little soul. A month ago today, you officially became mine. A month ago today, you were still mine.

I guess we have both accomplished more milestones than the baby books normally account for at one month of age.

Have I told you lately that I miss you? That not a moment goes by that I don't think of you or love you unconditionally?

Savannah, I must thank you. You're eight short days here with mommy and daddy have changed my life. You have offered me life lessons, I couldn't have gottan had you not shown me otherwise. You story has already brought awareness for other mommies out there about CDH. You're still moving mountains, and you aren't physically here with us. You have started to change the world.

I wonder about how wonderful your days must be now. How lucky you are to be in the grace of our heavenly father. Thank him for us during the moments we can't...

Please don't forget us little one. We could never forget you. You have left deep footprints on our hearts, and I will be with you again someday.

I wish everyone could meet you precious girl. You were so gorgeous, and such a fiesty little thing. I know all of the people who prayed for you would love you that much more! No one could ever love you as much as your mommy though. But I am sure you already knew that before I ever told you. We will always have a bond, even though you aren't here with me any longer. We had such fun together during the nine months we spent together, being inseparable...  I will remember and cherish those times always.

I know that you are with me at all times, and you know what I am thinking before it ever leaves my lips... I can feel you at times. So I know I didn't loose you, I just had to give you back to someone who loves you more. There are things that remind me of you daily. My little treasures.

I love you my sweet sweet girl.



The Martha Complex said...

Today, I was looking at everyone that has ever commented on my blog and rememebered yours... This morning I have went back and read your story on Savannah. My heart cries for you. :(

So sorry for your loss.

Layton Family Joy said...

I read this post with tears in my eyes as it is slowly coming up on a year ago that I delivered our little girl at just 16 weeks. Our 1st daughter. Praising God for taking babies home to heal them - and be reunited with their mommy's one sweet day!!


Jackie said...

"I wish everyone could meet you precious girl"

Awe, but we do get to meet Savannah. With every tear-filled word that you type, you are telling us what we were unable to see with our own eyes. Thank you so much for sharing with us.